Beau spends days and weeks listening to and recording the stories of the Drei. Sometimes they come in alone. Sometimes with Caleb. Rarely the three of them together.
The stories from Astrid are the hardest for Beau to record, because Astrid’s mind is sharp enough to expose every facet of the gaslighting she faced over the years. She’s known for a long time, maybe since the night they lost Caleb, how very trapped she was. Listening to her describe how she endured, even forced herself to push down thoughts of escape just to survive, makes Beau’s blood boil. That was her, once, and she never quite knew how to feel about it on the other side. It’s so much easier to be angry and hurt on behalf of Caleb’s old friends.
Not realizing she’s frozen mid-sentence with the quill in her hand, repeating Astrid’s last few words in her head on a loop until there’s a very hesitant finger touched to the back of her hand. She blinks up back to the present, returns Astrid’s stoic nod, and they get back to work.
Because all of this recording of the abuse Caleb and his friends suffered at the hands of Trent - much of the exact details are foreign to Beau. But the why of them, the intent of someone in authority to break them down to the point they obey without question and take what they are given and think themselves glad, that is viciously, intimately familiar.
This work, in effect, is the dry run for her testimony against Zeenoth and her father. It’s through the Drei that Beau processes even a little bit of what happened to her, spares a moment of that anger and sorrow for herself when the day is done and she’s safe in Yasha’s arms.
And when the trial comes, when Beau looks out over the courtroom and locks eyes with Yasha, there’s Caleb next to her on one side. A nice surprise, but not wholly unexpected.
What is unexpected is the presence of the other two faces on Yasha’s other side. Unfamiliar but instantly recognizable regardless, watching with quiet support.
There isn’t an unclenched jaw in the room when Beau is finished - not from the Soul agents who have welcomed her gladly as one of their own, not from her girlfriend or her brother, and not from the two ex-volstrucker who showed up for Expositor Beauregard Lionett the way she showed up for them.